hello hello helloo! been a long time since i last blogged. and i think i have grown up too... known too many things too quickly... makes me sad. but well... shan't dwell too much on it. it's ok. i always thought i was already really good to this person... ended up being back stabbed. lol. well... maybe not back stabbed. just sad. hurt. was emo quite some time ago. anyway.. it was jasmine's birthday on the 30th! WHOO! and she's now attached too. gosh. so cool rite? wahaha... a sweet way of getting attached. so cute.
i cried and all when somebody told me about something. couldn't help it. sigh. my emotions get the hold of me sometimes. i am easily disturbed. probably i am just doing too much. lol... i thought it would be fine. but apparently, no one appreciates it. haha. probably all that i have done wasn't worth it at all...
I have judgemental problems i guess. there was always someone else always there... but i have neglected her. for the pass few mths i guess... and this other friend of mine. though he can be quite an ass at times... he is always so concerned... but apparently...i let them slip through my fingers... they are further away from me than before... why so? was i influenced? or was it because i was too focused on other things? that's why i really wanted to say sorry to them... i am well... trying to make up to it now... i hope it's not too late... and to the guy.. sorry that i haven't kept my word on staying back... but there will be the time whereby i will be more awake for this wonderland of mine... and i will definitely stay back to study... it wouldn't be too late. no worries.
being 18, i learnt alot of things... i am an adult now. well... i have to learn to be kiasu... go for watever i want... have the end in mind... stay focused! I know i can. i am clever but just lazy... talked to a classmate of mine today... she motivated me and i motivated her too... i realised that i don't really know her at all despite being in the same class for nearly 2 years... she cares... she cares for everyone... she is NOT SELFISH! that's admirable. really. she's worried for everyone in class, not having a sense of urgency and all... i am glad to have a new-found friend! thanks girl...
ok.. i will post pictures pple. including the cake i did for jasmine aka blossom. lol. damn cute ok. and my baby! woot! sorry for the delay though!
love
cheryl aka bubbles
hugs and kisses
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