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long time since i last blogged...i'm in netball... but i feel like i'm so far away from the people in there... is it me? or is it true... i have no idea at all... it's just making me feel so left out and miserable at times... we r supposed to be friends and yet u treat me like an enemy now... someone invisible to you... why? why do that? we r a team afterall... rite? wat's the problem... sigh... but nvm... i do like netball.. i love wat i'm playing and doing now... i just have to do my best in it... and stop feeling inferior bout myself... it's ok to be lonely... but i should not lose myself... i feel tat i'm a loner... don't ask why... cuz i seriously am not sure... i'm empty...