hihi! i am back from night cycling!!!!!!! gosh... it was tiring man. ahha.... and painful!(if u noe wat i mean) just imagine.. god knows how many hours of cycling. haha. well... i am proud of myself! completed the whole damn thing man. great! I AM STRONG!!!! RAWR! *shows my little mice*
fine.... probably not that strong. well... surprisingly, my body ain't aching man. good! in fact, it feels better! i feel so energized! my body i mean... but i am tired.... i wanna sleep.. wait. am i contradicting?

i've got tests this week... total madness. sigh. dying le lar. how? how? how? i wanna do well for my 'A's one you noe? and it's so expensive man. haha. 400+++ dollars for exams... cannot waste papa's money. (sorry for crapping so much) gosh.. and i'm still not studying for my test now. guess i am gonna die a horrible death for my econs test tmr. god bless me pls!!!

sigh... i love sports... tat's so random. but well... i dun think i am suitable for the kind of 9 to 5 job. i am more of a hands on person. i like to move around. ask me what i wanna do... i have no idea. but i want to do something that i would really like to. who noes man... maybe mass com? should i? if i am... then why do i waste my time studying in a jc? sigh... i could have gone to a poly to study tat and get hands on experience... where has my dream of being a doctor gone to? gee... no idea. it just disappeaed. prolly that i know that i wun be able to compete with the rest of the people from CHINA, INDIA, MALAYSIA and whereever... sigh. lol. low self-esteem man. well. nvm.

ok... i got a really cute prezzie from michelle. thanks alot man! haha. a pink _ - _ _ _ _ _ _. fill in the blanks yourself. haha. so sweet for her. gee.. wat should i get for her man. anyway.... i shall blog another day. gotta mug for now...

*hugs and kisses*
love
cheryl

MY PERIOD'S HERE!!! gosh... the cause of my emo-ing... lol. sucks. having blardy cramps. sucks. arghz!!! sorry friends...

so tired after cheerleading today. sigh. hurt my wrist i guess. lol. but who cares... back's achin like crazy again... but then again, who cares. haha... man.... i am so emo today la. goodness me. it's due to my period.

you know girls arh always got reason to explain why they are acting weirdly one. lol. isn't it good to be a girl sometimes? take for example, an excuse to give inorder to skip pe would be.... 'cher, i got cramps, cannot run la...' i used to use that alot. lol.. lazy la.

anyway, got gold for napfa! full 30 points! hahahaha... fit argz!!!!!!!!!! but this yr weaker than last yr lor. lousy. haha. lala. did discus for pe. hoping that i will do well for this event on sports day. i am in long jump and discus anyway... a big twist from previous events. used to run like mad woman.... you know wat? i do miss runnign but at the same time, i don't. why like that? aiyo. so contradicting one...

I LOVE MATH!!! haha... i guess i am doing ok la. so interesting... lol. well.. to think about it, i have always loved math during my secondary school days... so i must buck up and make it my best subject!!!!! whee... lala. i am having cramps!!!!!!!!! sigh....

i am emo-ing... well... at least i am trying to do my hmwk already. pls help me!!! lol. oh god... lala

tat's all... tada. mwah!

Love
cheryl

life on 17/04

i am kinda emo nowadays... gee.. no idea why. i am tired. i just can't regurgitate at times. no idea why. suck at memorizing. well.. i've got new best friends... haha. friends that are weird, funny, corny and not forgettin horny. lol.. they are my best girl friends michelle and jasmine... not forgetting my all-time-favourite-sometimes-bimbotic-plus-super-blur kheng may. haha. well.. they are people whom i can really talk to i guess. well. doing bio now.. and it's killing me. gosh. how to survive for Bio skill A and Chem skill A leh. sigh. anyway, there is night cycling on sat!!! woot.. should i go? geez... so cool. can burn fats at night. haha. but i am kinda afraid that i may fall asleep. lol. i am such a pig you noe. haha.

hmm.... sch was as usual. nothing new happen but miss tan's sick again. gee. hope she'll feel better soon it's really bad to feel sick. hate it. i am going to be 18 in like 2 months plus soon!!! whee... i'll be like so legal by then. lol. well... still, CONCENTRATE ON A LEVELS FIRST!!!

BOBIAN!!! WHY SO SWAY???? haiz. anyway, vivi sprained her leg. that's really sad. she's been training so hard for cross country and bball. and this must happen just before her race... sigh. she must be so disappointed. but i hope u'll recover soon too girl... i'm sorry about ur ankle. hugs. dun cry. mwah!

well.. nth much le. my back's still aching. as usual since laz yr. but i cun be bothered. sigh. it's getting worse though. really bad. have to do smth bout it. but i am sooooooooooooo LAZY!!! ok.. tada!

cheryl
10.48pm
17.04.07

updates

well... my cousin just got married on april fools day.... it was a happy occasion. everyone enjoyed... my aunt wasn't feeling fine still though but at least she managed to attend the whole ceremony. however... this morning at 7 plus, i received a call from my uncle. he said that she was in a critical condition. mummy and popo rush to the hospital. well... i broke down in sch, calling my mum every 2 hours to ask about my aunt's condition. it was ok at first. until at about 3 plus close to 4. i could hear my mum crying at the other end. i knew something was wrong. she says my aunt was having difficulties in breathing. i tried my best to rush over asap. but when i was in the train at marsiling station, mummy called to ask where i was. i knew she had left us..... she was pronounced dead at 4.16 pm. i broke down in the train. definitely. i was sad. didn't know what to do. didn't care if anyone was looking at me. sigh... she died of cancer. it has spread from the fallopian tube to the stomach and to the kidney. she was a great woman. someone who sacrificed alot for her family. she would eat the leftovers while she cooked nice meals for her husband, daughter and son. she should be happy to be able to witness the wedding of her daughter. sadly, she is unable to witness the marriage of her son which would be end of this year. what i got to know from this is that life is realy short. treasure it. don't do silly things. enjoy whatever you can while you are still able to. if not, it'll be too late. She died on 3/04/2007 4.18pm at the age of 53. God bless her in heaven...